I saw an audition posting for The Atomic Bombshells Burlesque’s “Lost In Space” show. They were looking for extras, Meteors to be exact. Yes, Meteors. So I decided to email right away before I chickened out. Which, by the way, I totally would have.

My chicken-ness is a result of a few things. Mainly, I have never had an official dance audition before. With the exception of one interview, every group I’ve been in has been through a teacher or peer who has invited me into their performance group. (Although, I had to try out for volleyball in highschool – but that was over 10 years ago, doesn’t count.) Two, I am not a “formally” trained dancer. And I knew there would be a ton of people there with a lot more experience than me. Three, I found out that over 30 people were auditioning for just five spots. Four, I didn’t know anyone else who was auditioning. (Knowing people always makes me feel a little more at ease.) And five, there was going to be someone filming the audition. This possibly made me more nervous than the audition itself.

When I arrived at the space I was shocked by the number of people and the giant video camera. Ah! And I became a little more nervous because I recognized some of the people who were auditioning. They were performers that I have seen and admire. Yikes!

I decided to stretch, and try and relax. I really wish I would have known someone. Sometimes I can be a little introverted, it’s hard for me to break out of my shell. I was relieved once we started.

First, we were taught a simple choreography. We had to break into groups because there were so many of us. I still couldn’t see myself in the mirror very well. But that’s okay, because we didn’t face the mirror when we performed the combo. And it’s best if I don’t rely on the mirror too much. I jumped into the first group, because I didn’t want to sit there with that anxious feeling. The choreography was fun and silly, it helped me break through my tension.

After we were taught the sequence we broke up into groups of five and performed the choreography twice. I recognized one of the members in my group, from a class I took the week before. For some reason that made me feel better.

The first time I was in the front row. All I could focus on was the giant camera in front of me. Ugh. I usually don’t like being in front, because then I can’t cheat and watch someone else. Once the music came on I was able to push the camera out of my mind. And I was proud of myself because I did way better than I thought I would. And the second time, when I was in the back row, where I am usually more comfortable, I did worse. Go figure.

And then…. we were done!

Afterwards I recognized another woman I had met in a previous class so we chatted a bit and decided to stay and watch the second half of the audition. This was for anyone who wanted to show a special act/talent. There were just a handful of people who did this part. I was surprised that there weren’t more. My biggest regret is that I didn’t do this part. I should have just improvised something. There was tap, ballet, and hula hooping.

So even if I don’t get chosen to be a Meteor, it was still worth going to the audition because I met one of the tap dancers who is thinking about teaching or starting a class! How fun would that be? I’ve always wanted to learn tap. When I was little I had a pair of tap shoes, that were slightly too big, from the Goodwill. I would make all kinds of noise on my grandma’s kitchen floor.